My life has always been like this, I'm not a person who you can really know. I'm a freak? Oh, I don't think so. Sometimes my life is so simple, but much of time is so strange, and so fucking complicated. Sometimes I wish I could just forget everything and everyone, try to forget all the things make me sick. Maybe forgeting it all I remember something I've forgot. I still feel like I don't quite fit in any particular group... and I'm ok with this. But sometimes I feel so lonely. I see people arround me who have found their niche in society. And they seem so happy. Times like these I feel like I'm my own best-friend. And thats why I only let my destiny in my hands. Cause nobody else loves me like I love me. Nobody else understands me like I do. Nobody would live for me...